falling sick...

having flu on such hot weather...
running nose as well...
a little sore throat tooo!!!


OH NOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Did i kena the H1N1 virus???!!!!

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OF CUZ..........

NOT!!!!


i havnt been to any of the affect countries even though SG is considered affected too...hahaha


well hope i'll get well soon cuz im going on a holiday frm 22nd to 25th of JUNE !!! hehehe...

reli looking forward to it...=)

with my bf of cuz....he paid for the trip...i jus accommpany him....carry his lugguage for him, to pay back for the cost of the ticket...hahahahaha

nah..jus joking...


sometimes i reli wonder if any1 reads my posts...hmmmmmmmm


bt even if there isn't any1 to read, its jus a way for me to reflect on myself and things that happen along the way....hahahaha....


*sniff sniff...running nose...

went for blood donation ! =)

yeah!!!

My 1st blood donation...heehee....was at blk T1A, above Mac....all who wants to do a blood donation needs to do a questionaire given by them...after that have to get pricked by a needle, to do a hemoglobin test...after that, they give anestatic then.......POKE a needle THICKER then a toothpick and there.....the blood would flow out....hahaha...i watched the whole process....i saw my blood flowed out like water.....hahaha...we had to hold on to a ball and continue pressing it with the hand so as to make sure the blood will flow out....hahaha that's what i guess...bt the real reason should be something similar i think....

BUT !

there was something that i felt disgusted...

it was when the nurse poke the thick needle in to my skin...the way she poked....OMG!!!!
made me feel so uncomfortable...she poked the needle upwards into my skin, then downwards and moved upwards-inner into my skin...i mean i cant really describe how i felt at that time but it really felt disgusting...felt like as though my skin is soooo thin like paper...so gross!!!

honestly, i was quite facinated when i saw the bag of blood....hahahaha....like a ''wow'' feeling....
people who weighs lesser than 50kg, will only draw out 300cc of blood...those who weighs more than 50kg, 450cc of blood will be drawn out...

Then, like today, i donated blood on the 21/5/09 so the next time that i can donate blood again would be in August...

but one sad thing is....i didnt get to know what my blood type is... = (

In future, i'll think i'll still go and donate blood...hehehehe

personality test..

i did a personality test on tuesday..it was given by my elective module lecturer as i took the psychology and counseling module...i have a melancholic personality...

meaning - depressed, unhappy, sadness, gloomy...quite negative...hahaha...
for both the positive personally trait and the negative...i fall in the melancholy section..

basically, there are 4 main temperaments...1. Sanguine, 2. choleric, 3. melancholic and 4. phlegmatic....

well, if you don't know what's the meaning of each word, pls look up in the dictionary..it'll help you understand what i mean...

feeling a little sleepy right now...*yawn...
my eyelids are closing...hahahaha....quite funny...bt really sleepy...

i had a site visit today to the FYP site location..this year, it is a cultural building...more would be focused on the interior design of the building...as compared to last year, whereby the emphasis is in the exterior facade..

its going to be a tough ride for me...so please whoever it might be, please guide me through... hahaha..taking a rest first....ciaoz~

helping a friend design a poster...

i agreed helping my friend to do a poster for his website...but up to now, i still havnt complete the poster... this is reli bad!!!

well, i consider it helping him, but u see, with each poster i do, i'll get $40 for it..but its only done once every month..to me, it isnt so bad...just that, he hasn't given me any of pictures of the products yet..cant finish it on time..it is due tml 2nd of May...

he is launching his new products on his online store tml...i have some problems doin it now...haiz...

he only gave me a rough idea of how he wanted it to be on the 29th of April...but i have school work to do....that's why i only started doing today...haiz....die...hahahaha

i'll go see wat i can do for now as i still haven't seen him online yet...tats the problem...as least if he's online, i can ask him directly...

oh well...i'll jus give it my best and hopes he likes it.. =)

inspirations, motivations...

i saw an advertisement yesterday..

its about 'inspiration'..

''You are here for a purpose, there's no duplicate of you.
There will never be.''

there's a purpose and reason for each individual on Earth..well i know that but i do not know what's my purpose yet..maybe to be able to meet my boyfriend and make him happy? hahahaha..

Maybe to be alone in school with no close friends?hahahaha..

i don't know...

Do you know what's the purpose if you being here on Earth?
Have you found a reason to keep you going?

I guessed for me would be my boyfriend...
he means a lot to me...hahaha..
more than anything else in the world...hehehe

i'm having a nose bleed now... =( maybe too heaty that's why...not too sure why also..din reali eat fried staff or any others but i guess i havent been drinking a lot of water this week..hahaz

i had a rather different day yesterday..
i didn't had any intention on meeting my facebook friend named Max but he messaged me a early in the morning asking if its ok to meet up..i was ok with meeting with him..hahaha the best thing was that he drove me to school..well its the 1st time i've got a friend who owned a car,driving me to school..it felt different...in his car, we chatted abt quite man different topics..like girls, dressing, buildings..all sorts i guess..but nothing was personal..all in general..

this friend of mine, he's rather nice...he doesnt judge me by my appearance but rather who i really am inside...which made me feel like i really exists in this world...you may say i have a bf who loves me but my world cant jus revolve ard 1 person you see...sometimes i feel rather lonely that's why i'm always tagging onto my bf...which makes me feel that im a leech...always asking him to spend time with me....hahaha...

my bf loves me which really makes me very fortunate...hahaha that's how i feel...i will from now on..try to write more positive stuff so that more people will come and read my blog... =)

yesterday, my lecturer showed a video abt an asian architect who withstood all criticism and objection frm others and defended her own design and persisted on...it is rather inspiring...

made me think abt what do i wana do in future..what prospects do i want?
what's the real purpose of studying architecture?

if i were to design something, what is the purpose for designing it? for who? for what? why is it like that? it seemed as though i'm starting to have some interest in architecture..something that i nv really liked..for a start i know i hv to like what im learning and doing before being able to fully understand what i must do...i just hope in this year...i'll work harder, to catch up with what i havent been able to achieve two years back...

that's my only wish for now...architecture is all that i have left...to get a diploma cert...

1st day of my 3rd year in archi...

its quite sad that there isnt any holidays for us after our attachment. =(

this morning, i thought the lesson starts at 9am but i was wrong, i only knew it starts at 8.30am..in the end, i cab to school...upon reaching, rushed out the cab and dropped my wallet!!!

when i went in to the classroom, i realised i dropped my wallet..how slow was i man?! i kept calling the taxi headquaters and asked if the cabdriver had called back regarding a wallet..but i waited and waited..then the school admin called me,saying that a staff in the school picked up my wallet...phew!!!!

HOW LUCKY WAS I!!!! =)

I felt so happy..a sense of joy when i know it wasn't in the cab..hahaha
haiz...today i had the briefing for my final project..

currently doing a precedent study as well as a analysis of the site(final project)...
there is a lot of things to do..i have to work extra hard to achieve a better grade for graduation...
well at least i hope i would do well...we'll see when the time comes! =)